Allergies make me grumpy

They make me grumpy and they make me think that if there is a God he gets a kick out of annoying me. I mean where is the justice in waiting till a guy is just in the upside of chemo and then tossing him into a perpetual state of being about to sneeze? I can't even have a full conversation because half the time my face is all screwed up like I ate lemon as I wait for a sneeze to come.

It started Wednesday night when I made a half-assed effort to help Mathilde clean the house to get ready for the cleaning lady to come (I say half-assed, because no matter what I do Mathilde seems to be able to clean circles around me) . Anyway, while cleaning, a few speck of dust got into my nose and my immune system has been having a hissy fit ever since. Sometimes I think if I had to personify my immune system it would be like the guy in the video below.

"OH MY GOD DUST!



The irony of it is that my body's reaction to the dust is so much worse than if my nose just relaxed and let the dust hang out there. Allergies have always made me think my immune system is retarded. And now, realizing that cancer is my body being its own worst enemy, I'm starting to think there is something to that.